The Beginning

Most people want to do good things. But often we don't. Why not? Is it laziness, apathy, fear? I don't really know the answer. But I would guess it's probably a combination of many things. And the fact that sometimes the world's problems seem quite distant. I know I have made many excuses to justify my own lack of initiative. But lately I have felt an urging to change. To do something. But even this concept is difficult. Where do you begin? How do you choose a worthy starting point? What are the most critical problems? And what activites really create positive change? It's been a daunting task just to sort through the options. And sometimes I feel overwhelmed by ignorance in the humanitarian realm. I mean, it's easy to have good intentions, but how do you really help people in significant and efficient ways. I need help in understanding how to help.

Living overseas for three years gave me an insightful global perspective that I immensely appreciate. I think everyone who has the opportunity should go overseas at some point in their life. Because of my experiences I do not necessarily think of myself as an American citizen (though this is my heritage), but as a global citizen. My extended relatives are the people who live in the third world countries, the slums and war zones. Indifference to situations of extreme poverty and injustice infuriate me. I believe that human life is precious and worth protecting. Just because someone has the misfortune to have been born into poverty, abuse or injustice does not mean other more fortunate and able individuals should ignore the unfair cruelty. We need to do something about the dire situations that exist in our world.

There are just so many appalling circumstances. Recently, I have started engaging in local politics, contacting grassroots organizations, watching informing documentaries and volunteering with refugees. I have spent a lot of time on the internet trying to research and compare ways to get involved. I want to use my time wisely and there are many ineffective ways to help people. And it is very much a learning process but I feel that I am educating myself. I am also finding places to plug in. And one opportunity usually leads to another. Some ways I have found to live intentionally are through volunteering by teaching English to refugees that recently move to Lexington with Kentucky Refugee Ministries, volunteering and participating in activities with Lexington for Obama, attending my local precinct democratic convention and then being elected as a Committee Chair Women, and trying to start a grassroots advocacy organization called Results in Lexington. And I often feel like the process is slow. I am impatient to see the results of my work, but I have to remind myself that change and improvement often come slowly and through much hard work. So I am content to keep trying. And I want to encourage you to do so as well. We should all be living intentional lives full of challenging ideas, positive action and deep reflection.